UGh! I am done

I am now 27 weeks along on my journey and I am done. The pathetic part is that I am not even that uncomfortable yet. Yes, I get back aches and I am starting to swell and at times I feel like my pelvis is coming apart, but that is not even bad. I just suck at waiting. I have no patience. I see a lot of people around me having their babies and people who are further along in their pregnancy's and I just want to stomp my feet and say,"Not fair." As you can tell I am not a fan of being pregnant. I love feeling the baby move and kick inside, but that is it. I feel huge and my face always gets so chubby. I literally look like I am having an allergic reaction to something. Sleeping is always a challenge. I toss and turn and toss and turn and then go to the bathroom. This cycle continues, of course, night after night. I am grateful to be pregnant, but man, can't pregnancy just last like 6 months. And the waiting to see if I can accomplish a vbac or if I will have to have a c-section again is another thing that is killing me. My doctor says I can try for a vbac, but I have to go into labor on my own. Now, if that starts inching towards 39 weeks my nonexistent patience will not be helpful. For those that don't remember I had to have a c-section because I wasn't progressing. So hopefully my body will be extra nice to me and just do what it was made to do- a lot of softening, stretching and dilating. Preferably at 38 weeks. Also this week I get to go to the lab and get checked for gestational diabetes. I am crossing my fingers that I am fine. I don't think that I could give myself shots. I hate needles. Anyways for those who made it through this post thanks for caring enough about me to disregard my selfish ranting and realize that pregnancy hormones make people crazy!!